So I've always wanted to write a book, but I don't feel like I'd be creative enough... I guess that's unfair to say cuz I haven't ever tried. I read all the time, but that just makes me feel like I would just be a copy cat. You write about your experiences, but I don't really have many experiences that are huge in my life aside from growing up with parents that fight a lot and then having them go through a nasty divorce. I have a lot about Shane and I but that's almost the same sappy stuff you always read about and I don't want that either.
School is a drag lately, I know I'm not going to do well this semester because I just dont' want to be there but after this semester I will be halfway done so may as well continue to push through! I should get it together and stop being a whiner!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Time for a Change
You know what's totally unfair... the fact that we are in a recession or depression whatever they're calling it now and it wasn't my fault and it's effecting me!!! I need to figure everything out! I hate being this age, trying to figure out what it is I want in my future and knowing that with the state of our nation there's a good chance I won't get it. I wish I could just realize that all that matters is being with people you love, but Shane is too busy for me. He's too busy covering up his same troubles to notice that I'm here too and I'm going crazy!
I hate school so much I just want to drop mout, but I know that's definitely not an option! I just need a break! Time to figure out what it is that I want to do and time to have a real job and figure out my life!!!
I have no clue what to do...
I hate school so much I just want to drop mout, but I know that's definitely not an option! I just need a break! Time to figure out what it is that I want to do and time to have a real job and figure out my life!!!
I have no clue what to do...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Little known facts
Ok so I'm obviously not doing well on this situation! But I found this from Katie so I'm doing it!
1. What time did you get up this morning? 8:49... yes I remember lol
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Dark Night
4. Favorite TV show? Sex and the City, Gilmore Girls, and One Tree Hill
5. What do you usually have for breakfast? Cereal or something like that
6. What is your middle name?Austin
7. What food do you dislike? Umm... broccolli!
8. What is your favorite CD at the moment? I don't have CD's just my ipod
9. What kind of car do you drive? 2008 Ford Focus, sounds beautiful I know... but it was an impulse buy and I'm kinda regretting it now!
10. Favorite sandwich? PB&J
11. What characteristic do you despise? Dishonesting and not just like not telling the truth, but not telling full stories and stuff like that!
12. Favorite item of clothing? any of my sweats
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Back to Italy!
14. Favorite brand of clothing? Um... i don't think I have a specific brand
15. Where would you retire to? I haven't even figured out my real job yet!
16. What was your most recent memorable birthday? Um... my 18th
17. Favorite sport to watch? Football but not UW's team
18. Furthest place you expect someone to look at this from? Well Katie's my only friend on here so however many blocks away she lives
19. If you had a superpower, what would it be? to be invisible
20. When is your birthday? Oct. 7th
21. Are you a morning person or a night person? Morning
22. What is your shoe size? 7
23. Pets? 2 dogs, 2 rats (yes rats)
24. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us? Well... I shared it all in the last blog lol
25. What did you want to be when you were little? Oh who knows lol
26. How are you today? kinda tired
27. What is your favorite candy? hard candy like sweet tarts and stuff
28. What is your favorite flower? Roses and Lilys
29. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to? Um... tomorrow actually! I get my hair done
30. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream? Cherry chocolate chip stuff or Orange Sherbert
31. What are you listening to right now? Shane's video game
32. What was the last thing you ate? Spaghettios
33. Do you wish on stars? Nope
34. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Fushia
35. How is the weather right now? Chilly looking
36. Who was the first person you talked to on the phone today? My mom or Chelsea not sure which came first
37. Favorite soft drink? dr. pepper (OH ME TOO!!)
38. Favorite restaurant? um... nothing specific
39. Real hair color? Brown
40. What was your favorite toy as a child? No clue...
41. Summer or winter? Summer
42. Hugs or kisses? Both
43. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
44. Where was your last vacation? None...
45. When is the last time your cried? Not sure...
46. What is under your bed? There is no under my bed... it's just a mattress, no frame.
47. What did you do last night? Hung out with A LOT of people
48. What are you afraid of losing? My mind to be honest, I feel like I'm losing it!
49. Salty or sweet? sweet
50. How many keys on your key ring? 2
51. How many years at your current job? ha, not even a day yet!
52. Favorite day of the week? Sunday
53. How many towns have you lived in? 1
54. Do you make friends easily? I think so... I don't know I can be pretty quiet
1. What time did you get up this morning? 8:49... yes I remember lol
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Dark Night
4. Favorite TV show? Sex and the City, Gilmore Girls, and One Tree Hill
5. What do you usually have for breakfast? Cereal or something like that
6. What is your middle name?Austin
7. What food do you dislike? Umm... broccolli!
8. What is your favorite CD at the moment? I don't have CD's just my ipod
9. What kind of car do you drive? 2008 Ford Focus, sounds beautiful I know... but it was an impulse buy and I'm kinda regretting it now!
10. Favorite sandwich? PB&J
11. What characteristic do you despise? Dishonesting and not just like not telling the truth, but not telling full stories and stuff like that!
12. Favorite item of clothing? any of my sweats
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Back to Italy!
14. Favorite brand of clothing? Um... i don't think I have a specific brand
15. Where would you retire to? I haven't even figured out my real job yet!
16. What was your most recent memorable birthday? Um... my 18th
17. Favorite sport to watch? Football but not UW's team
18. Furthest place you expect someone to look at this from? Well Katie's my only friend on here so however many blocks away she lives
19. If you had a superpower, what would it be? to be invisible
20. When is your birthday? Oct. 7th
21. Are you a morning person or a night person? Morning
22. What is your shoe size? 7
23. Pets? 2 dogs, 2 rats (yes rats)
24. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us? Well... I shared it all in the last blog lol
25. What did you want to be when you were little? Oh who knows lol
26. How are you today? kinda tired
27. What is your favorite candy? hard candy like sweet tarts and stuff
28. What is your favorite flower? Roses and Lilys
29. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to? Um... tomorrow actually! I get my hair done
30. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream? Cherry chocolate chip stuff or Orange Sherbert
31. What are you listening to right now? Shane's video game
32. What was the last thing you ate? Spaghettios
33. Do you wish on stars? Nope
34. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Fushia
35. How is the weather right now? Chilly looking
36. Who was the first person you talked to on the phone today? My mom or Chelsea not sure which came first
37. Favorite soft drink? dr. pepper (OH ME TOO!!)
38. Favorite restaurant? um... nothing specific
39. Real hair color? Brown
40. What was your favorite toy as a child? No clue...
41. Summer or winter? Summer
42. Hugs or kisses? Both
43. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
44. Where was your last vacation? None...
45. When is the last time your cried? Not sure...
46. What is under your bed? There is no under my bed... it's just a mattress, no frame.
47. What did you do last night? Hung out with A LOT of people
48. What are you afraid of losing? My mind to be honest, I feel like I'm losing it!
49. Salty or sweet? sweet
50. How many keys on your key ring? 2
51. How many years at your current job? ha, not even a day yet!
52. Favorite day of the week? Sunday
53. How many towns have you lived in? 1
54. Do you make friends easily? I think so... I don't know I can be pretty quiet
Updates, updates, updates!
Wow I get so bad at writing on here. I opened an account for a reason, but I keep forgetting to get on.
Anyway, updates on life here I go.
All within one week I quit dance, quit Prairie Rose Cafe, turned 20, and pierced my lip (in a classy way not the ugly way). But anyway, that's a lot for one week especially for someone who doesn't like change. I think it will all be good for me though, I already feel so much less stress from quitting dance. I start Perkins on Wednesday so we'll see how that goes, but I've already noticed that I only work 3 days a week there and still get the same amount of hours I did at Prairie Rose, which will definitely be nice because I was working four to five days a week at Prairie Rose all 6:30 in the morning shifts.
Also new since I last blogged. I started selling Mary Kay which I am absolutely loving!!! I did amazing at my Grand Opening, already have one new team memeber, and have earned so many awards and it's only been a month!!! I didn't realize I could earn such good money and have as good of a time as I am with it!
Well that's about all for now because I should be studying for my biology test, but that hasn't been working out so well. I hate school!!! I really feel like just giving up and doing something else with my life, but I wouldn't make good money if that was the case!
Anyway, updates on life here I go.
All within one week I quit dance, quit Prairie Rose Cafe, turned 20, and pierced my lip (in a classy way not the ugly way). But anyway, that's a lot for one week especially for someone who doesn't like change. I think it will all be good for me though, I already feel so much less stress from quitting dance. I start Perkins on Wednesday so we'll see how that goes, but I've already noticed that I only work 3 days a week there and still get the same amount of hours I did at Prairie Rose, which will definitely be nice because I was working four to five days a week at Prairie Rose all 6:30 in the morning shifts.
Also new since I last blogged. I started selling Mary Kay which I am absolutely loving!!! I did amazing at my Grand Opening, already have one new team memeber, and have earned so many awards and it's only been a month!!! I didn't realize I could earn such good money and have as good of a time as I am with it!
Well that's about all for now because I should be studying for my biology test, but that hasn't been working out so well. I hate school!!! I really feel like just giving up and doing something else with my life, but I wouldn't make good money if that was the case!
Friday, September 19, 2008
Here I am again
So I've now cleaned by whole house for almost 2 hours. Kinda sucks most of it was scrubbing the bathroom and throwing away old makeup that I no longer use. It was once again a blah day, work, school, home (no dance today, we're off Fridays WOOT WOOT). Yesterday I was sick, it was horrible but thankfully seemed to be the end of my sickness (whatever it was), because today I feel SO SO SO much better.
Shane's still at work. He's been distant lately. I think it's just a guy thing, Sarah says that when they're silent it means they think everything is okay. I wish he'd try more though, like to show me he cares and wants to spend time with me. Lately all I feel is that he's bored or irritated with me. People say I should just tell him, but I feel like I talk in circles and all our serious conversations are about the same thing. I can't change him, life doesn't work that way, but I wish he'd just pay more attention, have a good mix of how he was in high school and how he is now. Hmmm... I don't know what to do anymore. It's like I could think this forever and no matter how much talking I do it'll stay the same. I know it's horrible to say because I love him more than anyone or anything, but I'm starting to feel like we won't make it, like I or he will never be satisfied. I don't know how to fix it at all!!!!
Shane's still at work. He's been distant lately. I think it's just a guy thing, Sarah says that when they're silent it means they think everything is okay. I wish he'd try more though, like to show me he cares and wants to spend time with me. Lately all I feel is that he's bored or irritated with me. People say I should just tell him, but I feel like I talk in circles and all our serious conversations are about the same thing. I can't change him, life doesn't work that way, but I wish he'd just pay more attention, have a good mix of how he was in high school and how he is now. Hmmm... I don't know what to do anymore. It's like I could think this forever and no matter how much talking I do it'll stay the same. I know it's horrible to say because I love him more than anyone or anything, but I'm starting to feel like we won't make it, like I or he will never be satisfied. I don't know how to fix it at all!!!!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Pretty Sweet
So I found this from a friend, pretty cool cuz I've been wanting to start one. Writing in a real journal just doesn't work for me, I'm not sure why. Today was blah, it's just repeating lately, it's like the same crap everyday. Work, school, practice. Except I didn't have practice today, which is definitely nice since I'm sick and the doctor doesn't know why. HOW ANNOYING!!!
Had a test today, which I'm confident went really well!!!! However, now it is time to study for all the biology homework I have :( sad day. Biology isn't too horrible though, not yet at least!!!
Had a test today, which I'm confident went really well!!!! However, now it is time to study for all the biology homework I have :( sad day. Biology isn't too horrible though, not yet at least!!!
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