Books

So I've always wanted to write a book, but I don't feel like I'd be creative enough... I guess that's unfair to say cuz I haven't ever tried. I read all the time, but that just makes me feel like I would just be a copy cat. You write about your experiences, but I don't really have many experiences that are huge in my life aside from growing up with parents that fight a lot and then having them go through a nasty divorce. I have a lot about Shane and I but that's almost the same sappy stuff you always read about and I don't want that either.

School is a drag lately, I know I'm not going to do well this semester because I just dont' want to be there but after this semester I will be halfway done so may as well continue to push through! I should get it together and stop being a whiner!

Time for a Change

You know what's totally unfair... the fact that we are in a recession or depression whatever they're calling it now and it wasn't my fault and it's effecting me!!! I need to figure everything out! I hate being this age, trying to figure out what it is I want in my future and knowing that with the state of our nation there's a good chance I won't get it. I wish I could just realize that all that matters is being with people you love, but Shane is too busy for me. He's too busy covering up his same troubles to notice that I'm here too and I'm going crazy!

I hate school so much I just want to drop mout, but I know that's definitely not an option! I just need a break! Time to figure out what it is that I want to do and time to have a real job and figure out my life!!!

I have no clue what to do...