So I've now cleaned by whole house for almost 2 hours. Kinda sucks most of it was scrubbing the bathroom and throwing away old makeup that I no longer use. It was once again a blah day, work, school, home (no dance today, we're off Fridays WOOT WOOT). Yesterday I was sick, it was horrible but thankfully seemed to be the end of my sickness (whatever it was), because today I feel SO SO SO much better.
Shane's still at work. He's been distant lately. I think it's just a guy thing, Sarah says that when they're silent it means they think everything is okay. I wish he'd try more though, like to show me he cares and wants to spend time with me. Lately all I feel is that he's bored or irritated with me. People say I should just tell him, but I feel like I talk in circles and all our serious conversations are about the same thing. I can't change him, life doesn't work that way, but I wish he'd just pay more attention, have a good mix of how he was in high school and how he is now. Hmmm... I don't know what to do anymore. It's like I could think this forever and no matter how much talking I do it'll stay the same. I know it's horrible to say because I love him more than anyone or anything, but I'm starting to feel like we won't make it, like I or he will never be satisfied. I don't know how to fix it at all!!!!
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